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i did not intentually to spook, scare or shock, i did expect a reaction, i did a blog when i did that and explained why but the blog would not post. i apoligize to anyone i offended or shock. i put that there so everyone who saw it, it is gone. if theres a look at picture page or something ill post there with a warning. i put that there to show that im telling the truth  and im in a dont know what to do situation. this photo is when i was in the service, would you believe i was in intelligence. im twenty five in this photo now im fiftyone. if i was in the service why dont i get help from the V.A. im what you call nsc.[non service connected which means i can get fixed if i get hurt but once your better your out the door. if i would have been in during a war id get all benifits, but i wasnt and i dont get a thing. im not going through every detail but i was in a car accident and ended up legless. when i first joined this site i really didnot know what to do  because i had no ssi or ssd.but i left, i even for got about this site and i really dont know what to do. i had a roommate we talked at the  nursing home because we were healed, healed meaning medicade quit paying. my ssi and ssd got turned on at the nursing home i get 683.00 a month. why so little, well i was in service for 2 years and became a tattoo artist. a tattoo artist saw me doing a portrait of some one it kept money in my pocket. long story short i became a tattoo artist and tattooing wasnt considered a legitament business so we neverhad to pay taxes or ssn i was young and stupid and never thought about what happens when i get old, id still be doing art work. now i have no legs. my sitcuation is that me and tom got a house together renting and we split everything which leaves me about 30.00 a month. well tom got put back in a nursing home hes not doing to goodand i cant afford this place. i paid the rent for this month but i cant pay nothing else if i lose electricity i wont be able to charge my chair iwont be able to get around. ive tryed every resorce i heard about. i put an add in paper for roommate wanted, i did it on the craigs list to no avail. ive tried churches ive done everything but this so im trying to get help. im on a one year lease its up in november, i got no where to go, and if i end up homeless i wont beg i cant i feel ashamed of myself. even doing this is bothering me pleading to anyone that has a good heart could help me out. i have a sister in alaska i can go there but i need a van and it has to be special so i can drive with hands but them are for rich people. i got some things i could sell or tradewhatever i gota marlyn monroe print, its costly quit a bit because the print of her there were only a thosand made, its got the actuall artist signature on it, bill mack and it has 2 pieces of metal from the old hollywood sign that they tore down in 1978. it has a title to it for its authenticity. i have my tatto equiptment, i cant tattoo anty more no feet. i have a bear skin rug with head. it has never been walked on cause i had it hung on my wall.its six foot four, black and so awesome its beautiful. honestly i really dont want to sell but if it keeps a roof over my head. i do have something that i would trade sell. i have both computorized legs. their brand new. i never got fitted for them because medicade isnt paying the co pay any more i have to and i cant. their still in the boxes. and i got the receipt for them. they were 40,000 dollars. i wont ever use them. their called otto bach c-knees. look it up on the internet. otto bach. its the state of the art or somthing like that. they have a mission hear not handicap accesible i got a pair of sun glasses i bought at a beattles auction. i cant find the title to them but i assure you their real. i made alot of money as an artist thats why i have these things but i t will tare my heart out watching these things go. not the legs you can get them i hate looking at them. well i really honestly dont know how to use this site, i looked at buttons to push what is that for. once again i apoligize for photo no haarm intended. if there is anyone that can help ill be forever in your debt. so if you do help god bless you and if you dont help well god bless you too. stay gold, stay safe, stay with god.      larry. ..p.s. i for got this, when i was placed on vancomyicin i was on it for almost a year and it did a lot of damage to me, it ruined my teeth. ever tooth i have is busted broke , jagged, i cant chew at all i wont show a picture i promise. dentist wont take medicare. in christ i believe.

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Nothing is free in this world im not asking any one to give me money (would be nice lol) but to help me find  part time job. Im currently a full time psychology student, its frustrating not being able to find a job that works around school. Im trying to do somthing posative with my life, but never realized how hard it would be. Im not going to let the hardships stop me from finishing school. If you know of any jobs or grants that could help me get through school i would love you forever THANKS A BUNCH

                                                                         sincerely a strong but broke student

                                                                         from the Bay Area, Ca

Hi my name is Olna Dupre and i am 18 years old,the reason i am writting you all is cause i am at the end of my rope! I had a job but do to the very low pay and the managers treated me awful there just cause i was young with a child i left,my baby's father has been denying my beautiful son sence he was in my stomach and now his current girlfriend wants them to take full custody of my son just cause right now i'm not on my feet and i refuse to let that happen cause i have been homless with my child and stayed hungry with my child and there is no one in the world that can care for him like i have been for the past year in a half!But i need some help and support cause i have no money,no car,no nothing i personally will be happy if i gt enough just for my son.I can't write on telling you all what i have been thru.......but i can say help me please.    

I consider myself proud, strong & resourceful, so writing these words is something I have not done before..  I work very hard to make ends meet and so does my spouse.  Collectively, we are struggling to provide the life that we dream about to provide to our two boys.  We have both made big sacrafices and work long hours which leaves little family time...
During the past two years, after falling into some debt, there have been some foreseen (and unforseen) expenses that pertain to our family's health and some bills have started to pile up.  I am, honestly, doing everything I can to make this situation more liveable.  I really believe that, with some help, I can get my family back to where we deserve to be, so that we can (hopefully) help others who find themselves in this same situation. 
 I dont know where else to turn!
I cant describe the desparate feeling I have and some feelings of 'not being good enough' for two young boys who look up to me..  It's hard right now, and something i'm unaccustom to dealing with.  I thought i'd leave some thoughts on this site for others to view and perhaps others who may want to help. 

Thanks to all!

Respectfully

joe - (furpleasure@hotmail.com)